Growing up I always felt like a loner. People who really knew me saw more in me than I saw in myself. It always surprised me when I found out their feelings because I always felt less than anyone else. It was their faith in me when I did not have any faith in myself that helped me grow. The truth is it seems that I was spared from a lot of hardship that others had to go through. I always had a roof over my head and food on my table. Although at times it was just a sleeping room and very little to eat. Somehow I always found things getting better and soon forgot the hardships I went through. I never thought of them as hardships as I went through them because I knew that someone else was worse off than I was. I really did not think about it. I just did what I had to do to always survive somehow seeing only good and never thinking myself as a victim.

This is all behind me now that I have come to realize there was always these invisible forces looking out for me. That even at the times of hardships, I was being taken care of. I look back on my life as something I had to go through to become who I am today. The fact is I would more than be willing to go through it again because I like where I am now.

Growing spiritually is a process that takes time but over time you will find that you are living a better life then you would have been living if you have not chosen this path. You know it as a fact because you are a different person then you were before. Your way of thinking has changed which attracts the things that this new way thinking brings. I know that if I was the person that I was before I would never have attracted my current wife of over twenty-two years. I would not be living in my current home. I would not be a retired postal worker. I would not be looking forward to my future of traveling across the country with my wife and our two dogs. In short, I would not be or have what I have today.

Now that I have gone down this road and reached a place of peace. I am lead by the spirit to share what I have learned along the way. In hopes that it will help others have a better life. I love the Higher Source which is how I learned to love myself. This is how learned to love others. It was a process that always ends with the same result. A loving caring person that only wants to be a service to others. I know that if I want world peace that it begins with me. I know that if I want others to have a better life it begins with me sharing the truths that I have learned.

I can not walk on water or heal the sick or raise the dead. What I can do is tell you that you are loved by this Higher Source. That you can leave this world of duality and just be love. That when you are love and all you have is love then all you will receive from others is love. There are spiritual beings just standing by your side waiting to support you and help you. That all things will work together for you now. To become aware that you can not live in the past or the future. That all you have is now.